Okay so the thin mints are gone and no I don't want anymore. Did I throw them away? Nope, I ate them. Oh well, that's another chapter of my life. Thankfully today I turn the page. Ive been dieting over a year now and I still find myself apprehensive about situations away from home.
Thursday I leave for three days for a conference in California. I'm worried. I cant afford to use this as a time for eating. I need to stay on the level playing field here and not get sidetracked. I'm trying to come up with a plan that will help me stay on track while I'm there. Actually not eating at all sounds the easiest! sigh.
I like healthy foods. I like the way I feel when I eat healthy. I like the feeling of losing weight. I like how I look now that I'm fifty pounds lighter than last year. I cant wait until Ive lost another fifty pounds and reach goal! So then, pray tell, why would I jeopardise that goal?
Food! Will I ever understand you? Will you ever truly be my friend or will you always back stab me when I'm off guard? Believe me, Mr Food, if I could live without you I would! But since I cant I can only determine that you will not rule over me! I will come home from California and prove to you and myself that I am in charge; just see if I don't!