Okay, my monthly total for the month of October was another gain. I have gained a total of 8 pounds since last January. I am so tired of this. I just seem to have lost all my steam on the diet front. I say this while even today I bought some Healthy Choice freezer meals and some protien shakes to help me through the busy times. It seems like even though I am weary I still must have something in me way deep that is struggling to keep the flame alive. I just dont know how to get excited about weight loss right now.