Is this what its all about? Deny, deny, deny. Tonight I ate a small blizzard. I wanted a big one. I ate the small cause I knew I should. I went all week eating mostly protein and trying not to go over 30 carbs a day. Did it work? No! I gained a pound. That's why I had the blizzard. I had to some how get even with somebody or something!
I'm not done trying. I'm going to pick myself up and keep going. This is soooooo hard. Why, oh why isn't there an easier way? I eat protein, I get constipated. I add in the salads and raw veggies and get an IBS attack. I eat sugar I get yeast infections. I eat grains and I feel ....hmmm... I guess I feel okay. Now what?