Im depressed. So what do I do? I stop and buy a white mocha at Starbucks. For days Ive been wanting one and have resisted. Today Im all down in the dumps and I bought one. I drank it. Now Im more in the dumps. Okay, so now I have to figure out how to fight my low times with something besides a calorie loaded treat. Of course I will figure it in to my days consumption but Ive sure made it harder on myself by drinking the stupid thing. Ugh. Life is not good right now.